hai smuer hari ny i gy malaysia . i tawu mepek but i like !

to you : Love , im really sorry for letting you down . you know it's been months since i've been in love . i dowant to get myself hurt again .you know how hard it is for me to trust people . you know how hard it is for me to love someone . but you made it so easy . i know what i did today sucks big time . i know im a jerk .im a big jerk . im so sorry . pls dont give up on me okaaay , baby ? i love you a lot okay ? kan i dah janji i tak akan buwat lagk . i promise you okay . teehee . aku rela hidop tanpa fb dari hidop tanpa kaw . aku nak paris . nak jgakkk ! you tak gy paris dgn i , you siap ! k , i tak pentingkan paris laa . hahha .

k , people im out . ~

aku rasa adek sedare aku cute .

 

hi ppl . imma very sad ass today . i dont know laa . i feel so fucked up . i feel fucked up by her. i feel fucked up by everyone . i dont know whether im th one disappointing them or vice versa . this sucks okaay ? i feel so vexed . i was thinking while i was in th shower just  now . what happen ? how did it happen and whye ? fuck . i dont want to continue being this way . cock sia akuuuu . i hate this feeling . i feel guilty and i feel angry at th same time . i feel so useless . i feel so scared . all of that emotion is like in me but mixed up . and all i can do is just type it here . what th fuck am i thinking ? just when im starting to move on , and start afresh , my past haunts me back . it sucks okaaaay ? big time . oh pls , i dowant anybody to give up on me anymore. and if you're going to give up on me anytime soon pls tell me now . so i wont be that hurt , rather than i love you more and then you give up .

i tawu mukerh i sungguh step cute . hahha ! i slept at like 5 going to 6 today . and  i woke up at like 7 ? fuck my life . and how th fuck am i going to sleep today ? cos i've been waiting for your call ? this sucks . i dont know how to tell you this laa . i got my pride and face to think of . ah fuck . this is shit . i dont like it when im like this . it sucks to th max sia . it's been so long since i've felt this way . but then i think this is th part and parcel of love life ? you love you get hurt , you dont love you get hurt too . fucking craaap . k , i dont want to membebel over here . teehee ^^

ass . i maseh sedeh tawu ? i maseh peneng . hwar ! beyy Hally tunjok i perangai smuer mcm siakk . pfft . satu hari aku sot dgn kaw .hahha . setupid larh me . i know .

i love my people . i dont have much to say bout today cos im sick . yeah , fucking sick .

" when feelings start to fade . you know things are not going to be th same . texting from morning till night will gradually change to not texting for two days . you'll stop talking to each other . and you'll find replacement . but then when you look futher into whye th feelings fade , there could only be one reason . too much of all th craps . sometimes when you have been asking people too change and all they do is let you down . you feel th strain .th pressure of wrrying whether you're not good enough for them  . although they say they love you , you start to not believe them . you start to doubt thier words . and when you set really high hopes on th r/s and it fails . it really gets to you . th feeling when your feels so squeezed , so tensed and all you can do is cry . even though you feel like a freaking loser . you cant stop crying , all those good memories are just taken away . and you hate that person so much ? cos they betrayed you ?  and then you start realising maybe it's not you who is not good enough but it's the m . they dont deserve yuo cos all they did was gave you bullshit when you gave them all your love ? and you start to forget them . and then another one came along ? and she never fails to brighten up your day ? you just thoguht you and this new girl would just remain friends but then feelings develope without you realising it ? and you only start to miss her when she goes missing for six days ? you feel th emptiness  ? when you talk to other but th subject you're talking about is her ? when she goes in your mind and never left ? when all yuo do is think of her before you go to bed and after you wake up ? and when you finally talk to her a surge of relieve goes pass you ? that is what i call love . no matter what theor status is , whether they remain as friends , as best friends , as lover or as a couple .there will always be love . " k , i know this is craap .

" iwas pissed off when i receieved someone text today . you know those kind of madness whe nyou can do nothing but just keep quiet and you get irritated when people call your name ? yes , i was that mad . and it was th first time i was this mad . mum ask me what's wrong and all i could afford was a shake . and to th blood y fucker who did that to this somebody . here's to you .

"pls know your limits okaaay ? tak semestinya org diaaam org tatawu . and oh pls , what right do you have to do anything towards her ? i , myslef as her friend respect her and you just did that ? HAHHA ! confirm case blom perna kene footprint pat mukaaa kan ? if you thi k you're oh so handsome , i suggest you go take a mirror and look at yourself . im not saying im hot or whatever but then you just got to look at yourself . it's alrd been a lot of times okaay ? you suck big time . and get this this right ? she's my friend . you mess with her , you mess with me " k , im done . oh , i dont judge people by their looks but then this guy is like mukaa burok , perangai pon sama . at least kalau perangai thu baek , tak pe . ny mcm setan . kalah kan setan isap ny _l_ "

okaaaaay , im bored . i woke up super late today . this is crap . i've been feeling so super lethargic lately . pfft . must be because of th weather . it sucks big time . i miss my school mate . well , who doesnt ? and i miss my teacher too , well all those good lookings one laa . tak kan yng mcm sial kan ? lol . yng mcm sial , aku bagy penampar jehh . teehee ^^ i suke taw bagy cikgu i marah . and whye th hell am i rambling about school ?

                        im bored okayy ? which is total craap . was watching some cute korean variety show and yes it was hilarious . i was laughing my ass out okayy ? then i i decided to shower and went online . everydays is a bore cos all i do is either watch tv , eat or play th motherfucking laptop . or kalau really mendak go meet my kawan . see ? it's already becoming my daily routine . hahha . and facebook is being a jerk . it's been lagging on me since like just now ? and i hate it . i mean what th fuck ? th comp is already slow and facebook is being a bitch . i cant play th laptop cos it's occupied. ah , fuck my life .

"human really puzzles me . they change into th person they said they will never be . and they dont know how much it hurts till karma hits them back . they think it's fun being a jerk but they never look for those reason whye jerks became jerks . everything happens for a reason you know ? and they dont like thei girlf/boyf to flirt around but they do what they say they dont like . yes in other word , it's ironic . they do shits and they expect to be forgiven straight away . come on , put yourself in others shoes . how would you feel ? would you like it if they hurt you ? i dont understand shits . i dont understand all this bullshit . i dont understand love . i dont understand you . ever wonder whye people change ? it's because they figured out pretty much that they dont live to please you and they wont be reason for you to change too . ever wonder whye feelings fade ? because people get tired of craps , bullshits , hurts and tears . even th strongest man will be in despair if someone he loves break his heart . that is something no one can ever get over . "