i love my people . i dont have much to say bout today cos im sick . yeah , fucking sick .
" when feelings start to fade . you know things are not going to be th same . texting from morning till night will gradually change to not texting for two days . you'll stop talking to each other . and you'll find replacement . but then when you look futher into whye th feelings fade , there could only be one reason . too much of all th craps . sometimes when you have been asking people too change and all they do is let you down . you feel th strain .th pressure of wrrying whether you're not good enough for them . although they say they love you , you start to not believe them . you start to doubt thier words . and when you set really high hopes on th r/s and it fails . it really gets to you . th feeling when your feels so squeezed , so tensed and all you can do is cry . even though you feel like a freaking loser . you cant stop crying , all those good memories are just taken away . and you hate that person so much ? cos they betrayed you ? and then you start realising maybe it's not you who is not good enough but it's the m . they dont deserve yuo cos all they did was gave you bullshit when you gave them all your love ? and you start to forget them . and then another one came along ? and she never fails to brighten up your day ? you just thoguht you and this new girl would just remain friends but then feelings develope without you realising it ? and you only start to miss her when she goes missing for six days ? you feel th emptiness ? when you talk to other but th subject you're talking about is her ? when she goes in your mind and never left ? when all yuo do is think of her before you go to bed and after you wake up ? and when you finally talk to her a surge of relieve goes pass you ? that is what i call love . no matter what theor status is , whether they remain as friends , as best friends , as lover or as a couple .there will always be love . " k , i know this is craap .
